Hello, Its Teresa again. It's been 10 or so weeks since mum died. I tried your website you suggested to me but it just doesn't work for me. I wish i could have a lovely dream about mum, but nothing. It's as though when i go to sleep im non exsistant. When i wake up its a blank space. I ask myself where have i been,and yet i think about mum all the time, and how she had given so much of herself to caring for others especially for her dying sister Ines.... Not knowing how seriously ill she was herself. I just don't get it, 2 sisters both dying between a week of each other. In 7 months 3 sisters have died. Why couldn't her other brother and sisters get ill instead, they never came to help mum when she need it. I LOVE YOU MUM X i wish this message could be sent into space.