Hello, its Teresa again,

Its been 10 or so weeks since mum died. I went on to your website you suggested for me, but it just doesnt help. I wish i could wake up and say what a lovely dream i had about mum. Just nothing. Other people say you do dream its just you can't remember. Well then what's the point of a dream if i cant even remember it. It just seems to me im non existant when i sleep. When i wake up its all an empty blank space. Where have i been. No thoughts. And yet i think of my mum all the time and how much she had done for others. I don't know why she died i just dont get it. Mum helps nurse 2 sisters who die in a matter of days from each other. Then mum is seriously ill but never knew it. 3 sisters dead in 7 months. And yet her other selfish brothers and sisters never helped, why didn't they get Ill instead. LOVE YOU MUM WHERE EVER YOU ARE X......If only i could send this message out into space.