Recounting these experiences reading about them gives hope for individuals like me. I see a future beyond and I feel that my life has a greater purpose. For me it wasn't always the question of God's existence it was whether he cared or not and this and sites in its likeness I believe truly reveal answers. I recently had an awakening about how insignificant I am in this Universe and began to question the caring nature of our omnipotent father and also how I could grow to become so cruel with such an inherent superiority complex. My father's answer was given in the form of Christ, but I guess my arrogance and lack of faith had me in search of human testimony. I soon found http://www.near-death.com/ and sites in its likeness and found a true calm. Hopefully when my adolescent years are over I can afford the priceless investment in the IADC procedure. I have had a dream of my grandfather when about 4 years of age; two years after his death that continues to haunt me. I didn't recognize the face until a picture was revealed to me just a few years ago. In an effort to become less worldly and more spiritual I am in the process of giving up some of my obsessions. So much testimony and so many eye openers. I looked everywhere for doubt or criticism. Proof of fraud in testimony, but there are honestly too many testimonies and barely any inconsistencies. Sites that do make comparisons such as wikipedia have little to say in the regard of its validity, but merely provide links for information. There also hasn't been much news coverage other than one BBC article and the shocking tale of Pam Reynolds. I have come to two conclusions. Either it's fraud or there is an active effort to suppress. I am more leaning toward the latter conclusion.
I do pray that work in this study is continued.