My husband had passed away on July 3, 2004 a sudden death at age 34. We have always been extremely close and I feel we were definitely spiritually connected. I was becoming really frustrated of the lack of communication from him after, and at times would call out for him wondering where he was to let me know he was ok.

I finally had a dream a few weeks ago that was so unbelievably real. It was after he had passed and I was with family and he was suddenly there with me, but noone else could see him. I kept telling everyone that he wasn't dead but right next to me but noone would believe me and thought I was crazy.

He than leaned into me to tell me that noone could see him but me and that he loved me and held me for a long time, he felt so warm and real. We just held eachother and kissed for such a long time until he had to go and I woke up.

When I woke up I felt like it had just happened and that I could still feel the warmth of his skin and the way he smelled and looked. I wanted more, but even with trying to go back to sleep I couldn't get that dream back.

I have not had a dream since and am just craving for another sign from him. There has been a few other occassions that I sensed his prescence with his scent.

I have been craving a chance to feel him close to me and am just trying to find any help in finding a connection. I am still just so devistated by the loss of my husband, my soulmate that I have been married to for 15 years.

Thanks for listening.....

Steph