Last night I heard about IADCs on Coast to Coast AM with George Noory. Because I work third shift, I wasn't able to catch all of the show, but what I did listen to was extremely intriguing. I have always been interested in subjects such as these, but my fasnation with such subjects went to an extreme several years ago. Nothing significant happened except myself picking up a book by Sylvia Browne, which sparked curosity. Since then, all I am able to think about is why are we all here, what happens to us when we die and so on and so forth. Just recently my dog, Ginger, was put to sleep. Unfortunatly, I wasn't able to be there when she was put to sleep. Afterwards, my Mother chose to have her cremated, which I was told about. Once again, I wasn't able to be there. Now I'm left wondering what Ginger went through, how she felt about me not being there for her after all the times that she was here for me.....I just can't let her go. My mind is constantly plagued by questions of where Ginger is at, what she's doing and how she feels about me and the events that took place. I still have her ashes, which I'm not sure what to do with. I also find myself finding a lot of coins (pennies, dimes, nickels and quarters). Not sure if this is a sign from her, which I know some departed loved ones will do. I don't know, all in all, I'm just trying to find some answers and help would be appreciated. If anyone has any type of feedback, it would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.